i knew there's no everlasting loyalty for us

1.31。and that makes me realize if one day i decided or have to go into marriage, if i don't want to be depressed and eventually desperate, i should learn to be a fool, learn to feel happy through all of those lies and fake moments. even though deep down in my heart i knew they're just some meaningless pieces of shit covered with playactings. i should make some contributions to it and learn to live a happy life under them. whatever he says, i just need to hear, and trust the surface of it, keep my mind out of thinking about the truth behind. even if the excuse was so obviously stupid, can't stand on its own, there's still no need to dig in. that's the way i can figure out to survive in my marriage. by the way, the reason I started to watch this show is 《killing eve》, that woman said "have you seen mad man？it's a masterpiece." with the funny scene i laughed, then i kept the show in my mind. after a year, after i watched 《the it crowd》(cause their name are similar in Chinese) i finally started to watch this. she's right. madman is a masterpiece.

2.2。Peggy got her big office！！！！！！Peggy my idol！！！

every man in the show is like a pile of crap ate a second pile of crap then craped out the third pile of crap. every man in this show, has their own way of being a bastard. i didn't even know there are so many ways to be an awful man！an awful human being！ and most of women inside, i don't know what to say,,but, so far, Peggy is the light ！！！Peggy is the superstar！！step by step, smart and diligent and powerful！！！ have you seen mad man, it's a masterpiece！