最后Quinn给Carrie写的信

Cherry樱桃之远 2015-12-21 13:18:38

只是纯粹的想把Quinn写给Carrie的这封信记下来，听着Quinn念最后这封信的时候就开始不自觉的哭，Quinn就是错爱上Carrie，把自己的一辈子搭进去了。我有时候真觉得死对他自己是件好事，或许真的就像他自己在信里说的，死了可能就是种解脱吧。

Carrie,

I guess I'm done, and we never happened. I'm not one for words, but they're coming now. I don't believe in fate, or destiny or horoscopes, but I can't say I'm surprised things turned out this way. I always felt there was something kind of pulling me back to darkness. Does that make sense? But I wasn't allowed a real life or real love. That was for normal people. With you, I thought, "ah, maybe, just maybe.” But I know now that was a false glimmer. I'm used to those-- they happen all the time in the desert, but this one got to me. And here's the thing, this death, this end of me is exactly what should have happened. I wanted the darkness. I fucking asked for it. It has me now. So don't put a star on the wall for me. Don't say some dumb speech. Just think of me as a light on the headlands, a beacon, steering you clear of the rocks. I loved you.

Yours, for always now,

Quinn

我又重看了上一季的最后一集，发现Quinn给Carrie写的这封信在上一季就出现了，在Carrie拒绝他之后，他自愿去到叙利亚执行死亡任务之前写的。知道第五季的结局之后再看第四季的最后这一集简直能把我哭死。。。

今天看完第六季来更新，大结局简直心痛到无法呼吸。今天才知道这封信是Rupert Friend亲手以Quinn的口吻写的，并且在开拍之前没有给任何人看，Claire演出的是第一反应。这让我更加难过了！

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Rupert说制片人Alex Gansa给他打电话问他能不能亲自写这封信的时候，他正好要上飞机，信是在飞机上写的，一气呵成。后来在柏林的片场，就Alex，导演和Rupert三个人一起录了读信的画外音，为了隔音房间的四周都放了床垫，录完大家都哭了。然后在Claire拍摄的时候第一次放录音给她听，镜头前是她的第一反应，演得真好！So tragic！