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fleabag..想哭哭不出来的感受 自己的感想：周末我抗拒接电话抗拒聊天抗拒出门，待在家里抱着电脑从白天看到晚上看电视剧，我逃避身体存在的周围世界，逃避学校。
i don't know how to say my feeling,it is sad.really...i can't say that i will enjoy complete.
不为了逃避本身而逃避，是保护自己不再受任何伤害与冲突。
i am really scare this fucking world.i can't stand that always.i don know how can i do for the all views.
it is difficult for survive.i can not do anything about myself or some other people like parents or friends.
actually,i would want to have a sunny,funny,patient lover like everyone else.the lover will just love me whatever i am not a nice girl.
i can don not care anyone,just the lover can love me.i will live satisfied.so i can say "just so so!the fucking world!"


(it was shame that i can't spell words.