Nothing but my feelings

Just when you think this is the show…… people die and gunfights and it becomes full of chaos and I’m not talking about daily life shits but like blood and everything.And you would never know they take this chaos an opportunity to let Amy and Danny get to truly talk to each other, and they are themselves. I mean, we see this from god’s view, but they see each other nothing but a life enemy until now. Suddenly they realize that if you want to be happy you drop this anger only happens when you can be yourself, your truly self yet sometimes we love someone too much to let them see the true ourselves. So we keep lying, not only to the one we love bit to ourselves. And all these pretendings made us wonder if there is someone who just love the true us and we started longing for the unconditional love and we put every effort to it only to find out there is no such things as unconditional love, there is only be ourselves and love ourselves even sometimes we hate ourselves and we agree all the shity things they say about ourselves.

I love the show because I see myself in so many details and this makes me know I’m not the only monster who lives in this world and is so afraid to be found out I’m a monster….. reminds me of taylor’s song: sometimes i feel like everybody is a sexy baby and I’m a monster on the hill. So comforting knowing I have all the companies from mu monster team even juat for a really short time.

Life is complicated, we are complicated but we got to chose to live simple life even if it means to live as a monster.

I’m just saying bullshit.