If God wishes to punish me, so be it; that is His right. But it is my right to disobey.
“ What happened to you?” “Nothing, you happened to me.
Whenever I'm alone with you, You make me feel like I am free again.
Sometimes I think that God is punishing me. For what we did together. Sometimes I think that my life is a punishment for wanting. And the wanting is a punishment, too. But I think- if God wishes to punish me, so be it; that is His right. But it is my right to disobey
I have desired that which is forbidden to me. I continue to desire it. And yet, I am here. I obey the commandments. It is possible as long as I do not have to do so in silence