When u least expect it
nature has cunning ways of finding our weakest spot
Just...remrember I'm here
Right now u may not want to feel anything
Maybe u never wanted to feel anything
And...maybe it's not me u want to speak about these things but.uh.
feel something u obviously did
Look, u had a beautiful friendship
maybe more than a friendship
And I envy u
In my place,most parents would hope the whole thing goes away
Pray their sons land on their feet, but
I am not such a parent
We rip out so much of ourselves to be cured of things faster
that we go bankrupt by the age of 30
and have less of offer each time we start with someone new
But to make yourself feel nothing
so as not to feel anything
What a waste
Have I spoke enough?
Then I'll say one more thing
It'll clear the air
I may have come close
but I never had what u two have
Something always held me back
or stood in the way
How u live ur life is ur business.
Our hearts and our bodies are given to us only once,
and before you know it
ur heart's worn out.
And as for ur body
there comes a point where no one looks at it.
Much less want to come near it.
Right now there's sorrow pain.
Don't kill it
And with it the joy ur felt.