Call me by your name,but you broke your word

我们终将溶于彼此，就像水溶于水一样，终将浑然难分——《看见》柴静

这是一个细腻的故事，Oliver和Elio的爱让我神往，当他们两在一起之后我像傻子一样欢呼，当因为Oliver的一个动作，一个语言，而神伤的时候，我开始泪眼朦胧，当临近片尾时，Elio在火车站送Oliver上去往米兰的列车，两个人没有说一句告别的话语，只是在最后彼此将彼此拥入怀中，当Elio回家后，因为思念而痛苦，他的痛苦在屏幕前的我也能感受到，我知道他已经引导着我的情绪，当Oliver给Elio打电话告诉他自己要结婚了的时候，我多么希望那不是真的，当最后Elio蹲在炉火旁哭泣的时候，忽然想跳进屏幕，一把抱住Elio，是啊！Call me by your name, and I will call you by mine，这是多真挚的誓言啊！最后不还是you broke your word。这段感情没办法怪谁，因为谁都没有错。

当Oliver离开后Elio开始被分离和思念折磨的时候，那位睿智的父亲出现了“You were both lucky to have found each other. When you least expect it, nature has cunning ways of finding our weakest spot. Just remember, I’m here. But now, you may not want to feel anything. Maybe you never wanted to feel anything. But feel something you obviously did. You had a beautiful friendship, maybe more than a friendship. And I envy you. In my place, most parents would hope the whole thing goes away. And pray their sons land on their feet. But I am not such a parent. We rip out so much of ourselves to be cured of things faster that we go bankrupt by the age of thirty. And less to offer each time we start with someone new. But to make yourself feel nothing so as not to feel anything, what a waste! I may have come close, but I never had what you two have. Something always held me back or stood in the way. How you live your life is your business. Just remember: our hearts and our bodies are given to us only ones. Before you know it, your heart’s worn out; as your body there comes a point when no one looks at it, much less wants to come near it. Right now, there’s sorrow, paint, don’t kill it. And with it, the joy you felt.”这段睿智的对话点燃了整部剧，也让我觉得心安，一瞬的温暖，就像雨后的那一抹阳光，也像极了寒夜里的那一方温暖的炉火。

我们就像水溶于水一样，终将浑然难分，但瓢壶却可以带走清水，最终我们留下一部分我的你，而带走的确实你的我。Call me by your name ,but you broke your word。