I feel the same way.
I suffer from OCD since three years ago.
Every time I try to work,to study or to do somthing that's sort of important,I have my OCD.I am afraid that I do everything wrong,that I am going to mess up everything and people won't like me angmore.I am scared that my family,my friends and people I care about will be sad and suffer.I get panicked to death thinking that there's a chance that they may die because of me.
May be everything is going to be fine eventually.
#Everytime you hear that voice,I want u to tell it to FUCK OFF.
#-I know life can be beatiful,but...I can't stop.And I don't even know why.I just can't.
#Can u just try this time,please？
#Not too good,not perfect.
I hope eveything will be OK oneday.