You had a beautiful friendship.
You were both lucky to have found each other.
We rip out so much of ourselves to be cured of things faster that we go bankrupt by the age of 30. We have less to offer each time we start with someone new.
Remember that our hearts and bodies are given to us only once. Before you know it, your hearts are worn out. As for your body, it comes a time when nobody looks at it, much less wants to come near it.
Right now there’s sorrow, pain. Don’t kill it, and with it the joy you felt.