They built it because they knew someday the train would come
zj:if you were not put to the feeling of death, how can you really live?
They are the past, crippling you in the present
if you smash into sth good, you should try hold until time to let go.
zj:ladybugs, stop searching, do the things at that moment, forget about that, they come.
how could you breathe again. won't die of that.
zj:martini picked up Katherine
after all terrible things, she smiled again without noticing it when she saw sth nice, she had the childish innocence, she still has her own interest/passion
zj:Ed, could it be real, could it happen
They built the train track before there was a train to make the trip. They built it anyway, they knew one day the train would come. any arbitrary turning along the way, and I would be elsewhere, I would be different. unthinkable good things can happen, even late in the game. its such a surprise.
zj:isn't the old man's daily flower his persistence of his strong faith.