孤独自虐麻木无力丧得烂了可我还是无法脱胎换骨啊
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"I also fucked it into liquidation. And i fucked up my family. And i fucked my friend by fucking her boyfriend. And sometimes i wish i didn't even know that fucking existed. And i know that my body, as it is now, really is the only thing i have left and when that gets old and unfuckable i may as well just kill it. And somehow there isn't anything worse than someone who doesn't want to fuck me. I fuck everything... you know, everyone feels like this a little bit and they just not talking about it Or i'm completely fucking alone...which isn't fucking funny." Which isn't fucking funny.
我可以把女主举的所有例子换成其他的事情,但是这种丧得破罐破摔的麻木感这个剧展现得淋漓尽致。
这种可悲又可恨全都在一个人身上的时候,即便她就是自作自受,她所展现出的无力的麻木感也是我所能共情的。
恨自己的懦弱。不需要别人的怜悯同情但也别说我矫情,我知道这些丧的东西不是所有人都懂但是不懂的人绝对是幸运的,我也很羡慕你们。
果然自己还是会被社会淘汰的吧。
烂人就会烂一辈子吧,酷的帅的才是一时瞬间,转瞬即逝,没人谁能一下子脱胎换骨改变什么,至少我不能。自己就是靠着偶尔来的小确幸或小压力指引着自己的生活的前进,除了偶尔闪光的瞬间,大部分都是混沌不堪。也只能靠着这些小瞬间前进了。
I just want to cry. all the time.