"I also fucked it into liquidation. And i fucked up my family. And i fucked my friend by fucking her boyfriend. And sometimes i wish i didn't even know that fucking existed. And i know that my body, as it is now, really is the only thing i have left and when that gets old and unfuckable i may as well just kill it. And somehow there isn't anything worse than someone who doesn't want to fuck me. I fuck everything... you know, everyone feels like this a little bit and they just not talking about it Or i'm completely fucking alone...which isn't fucking funny."
Which isn't fucking funny.
I just want to cry. all the time.