It takes approximately 500 pounds to crush a human skull.
But the human emotion is a much more delicate thing.
To think about her now with someone else ,
It felt like all the oxygen had been sucked from the room.
I watched the landscape slowly change as it clung to the last hours of sunlight.
夕阳西下 断肠人在天涯 ——马致远
I could feel a faint shift in a faraway place,
A current of unknown consequences was on its way
moving towards me like an unstoppable wave of fate.
My breakuo with Suzy had left me with a sense that time had become unhinged.
I drifted between imagination and reality,
Between past and present with increasing ease.
I feel the bolts of time slowly coming away from the breakup,
Time manipulation is not a precise science.
Like any art ,it’s personal to the indicidual,
So what is the art in making my shift go so fast?
I imagine the opposite ,That time is frozen.
I imagine the remote control for life has been paused.