Be late. Better yet, quit. 迟到总比不到好。At least it would be a decision.
You're an asshole. Yeah, maybe I am. But I'm the only asshole here who gives a shit about you!
Least I tried, right?
Do what you wanna do. Live your own life the way you want to live it. You wanna teach? Teach. You don't wanna be the man who lives in the big house you hate? Then don't be him. Or do. Just decide! 然后她跑了回来，before it's too late, before it's really too late. 因为要做决定的不止是他，还有她(and you know what, Ethan too)。