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看第三季前重看了前两季，不像第一遍就顾着嗑糖，这遍看到了它作为LGBTQ影集的好处，或者说作为一部青春剧的好处。里面涵盖了友谊和爱情的烦恼，涵盖了人探索自己内心想法的过程(不只是Nick在思考自己的性向 还有他对身边朋友的态度和处事方法 我是不是在随波逐流？我害怕改变或者做出出人意料的事情)它成功的原因不仅仅是给观众糖分，还有很多细节让这部剧变得更精彩。
/My life is way better because I met you.
好喜欢里面的人都有话直说啊~都会表达自己的情感啊啊啊。
/看到S3E3开头有人在他俩抱抱的时候议论他俩在交往，突然想到漫画里其实有说过(剧里是借Nick之口)being fully out as a couple everyone talking about us would finish me off 除了Charlie之前被霸凌的经历、一直以来对他人的错误感到抱歉、不配得感，还有一个让他压力很大的原因是他担心受到这么多人关注会给Nick带来困扰。Charlie真是小天使，太让人心疼了🥺
/这一季虽然更darker了，但是我真心觉得能生活在“允许脆弱存在”的环境中是一种幸运。 学业的焦虑，被霸凌的创伤，可能有的人只能靠自己吞咽，可能身边的人会觉得你小题大做，但是还好他们有朋友伴侣家人。他们的情绪都被看见了，他们的privacy也得到了尊重。(尤其是s2出柜后Nick妈妈说你没必要告诉你爸和你哥，这个由你来决定天！！)
/夸夸两个人的演技。
每次Nick眼含泪光的时候都觉得他要碎了😢😢 Connor演的太好了，尤其是第四集他对着Tao的镜头讲我爱你，就是会感觉到那种深深的爱意。还有Charlie去了诊所后他第一次在电话里和Charlie通话，情绪和微表情是有变化的。从一开始有点惊讶到心疼得说不出话，到强忍自己的感情忍住不要被Charlie听出来，到压下去这股情绪转变为笑着和Charlie开玩笑，嘴唇眉毛眼睛都有效利用了，观众很容易被他的情绪感染。
Locke演的也超级好。就像Kathryn Hahn妈妈说的:“Joe Locke has an incredible ability to convey the deepest things through those eyeballs.”
/夸夸床戏。能明确展现性同意太重要了。
/我喜欢这部剧还有个很重要的原因是它让我意识到应该注意自己的情绪问题，还有相信事情会变好it's not a big deal. it's gonna be ok. 把书里也是剧里最喜欢的一段截下来了。 I think there was a big part of me that didn't even want to get better. That just wanted to keep pretending I'm fine, so I didn't have to put in the effort to change. I was so scared of losing control... Geoff says I'm making progress, but I think I'm realizing now that there might never be an end. This could sth that will always be there in the back of my mind, waiting to emerge again and bring all the bad feeling back.. Some days I'm fine, but others I wake up and I know that day is gonna be awful. But Geoff also says the bad days will get less common. And l can just enjoy mу life and hardly ever stress out about food... So I guess there've been some changes. And maybe I won't be getting back to normal, whatever that is. I think that's okay, though. It's not gonna be a straightforward journey... I love Nick so, so much. But what I've realized through all of this is that we need other people too. Siblings parents friends more friends a therapist even teachers sometimes.
太爱这个系列了🥰我爱Oseman🥰
我爱C＆N💛💙
