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Can't believe this is literally goodbye…虽然这一季有个别人物的发展明显有点jumpy，但四季下来他们真的陪了我很久，i just wish everyone of them lead a content life. People tend to run away from trauma. We run dead fast, shutting ourselves off, as if as long as we keep going we can outrun the shadow at last. But that only turns us isolated, apart from loved ones. I guess I'm trying to say, if we allow ourselves to be given a chance, turning around and facing the nightmare, maybe we can become better people, certainly happier people. Cos even if it's an unaltered fact that our past will shape us, growing into a part of us, it is optional how we're going to let it get on with that process, such as not endowing the fear element a power to override us. Point is, one can't just get an epiphany from running away. We have to work hard to earn it, to deserve it. Though everyone has been through loads, and everything seems changed greatly in the end, but there are certain things that will remain still: staying up late with my mate, getting power from someone's simply being, doing daily routines with my mom—Those are going to be the pillars of my life. P.S. 抬棺那点'pivot!'真的没忍住笑出声…后面with or without u一响起直接落泪, i can never get over Friends.